The silence of the night

Sitting here at The Borg Cube (thats the name of this computer) trying to figure out what makes me think that my life is so interesting to write about. Lets just start with the basic facts of who I am. Now, thats an interesting question isn't it?? Lets start from here...I was born about 31 years ago to a mom and dad who shouldn't have had a dead cat let alone a child to take care of. I then had a baby (Nikki) at the age of 21,got married, had a son at 23 (Will), got divorced, went online and found Henry, had twins (Alex and Faye-lynn), got married to Henry just this past July. Now, here I am 31 years old wondering where all the time I thought I had went. I was once going to college, study law now all I study is the tv guide trying to figure out when the twins favorite cartoons are on so that by some chance I can get a chance to pee alone! Don't get me wrong I love being a stay at home mom of 4 but there are times when its just.........to much.

I look around at my life and sometimes wonder is this is...is this all that I am ...mom, wife, maid, chef, crisis team leader or is there more to this life? Maybe its both or none of it.